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spookybat is now fearcult and fearcult is now lintus

stockholm syndrome

torturegardens:

had a dream about a girl with too-many hands who buried her victims in the ground & when dug up turned into plastic coat hangers

i remember hugging her little sister close & she was only eight & wouldn’t stop telling me how many different ways there are to tie knots 

how each & every one of them gets a bit more loose every time but also how even after they’re sprawled out across the kitchen tiles you pretend they’re still wrapped as tightly around your wrists as they were when she warned you about girls becoming black holes &

kissing their fathers too-many years after you’ve learned to braid your own hair & bedtimes are no longer mandatory, so long as you’re only staying up to debate the best way to say the word “fuck” when she makes you kiss her

little sister smiling at military girl who knew all the right commands, uncontrollable shivers & “stop stop stop” when she realised that guns are only loaded when you don’t mean for them to be & watched me demonstrate how sometimes people get what they least deserve: an easy way out

lintus:

i feel about as horrible as my hair looks right now and let me tell you

(Source: torturegardens)

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